the songtext is very...how shold i say it, very fascinating...;-) a bit full of hate, but i think in this situation is that behaviour okay;-))
i think i should better write in german, but tomorrow thre is my english advancedkurs test(klausur) therefore i want only to write in english in order to prepare myself in a méntalic way;-)

@uncle: she wrote you a mail?! what has she written???

my last days were very confusing...he said to me or better, i asked him if he loves me and he replies that HE DOESNT KNOW IT!!!!!!
he just shold know what he feels, doesnt he???

im so desperate....what should i do now...im so dependend but i dont want that!!!!!!!!!

i should mention that i hate english especially writing english because my vocabulary is a disaster!!!!


man okay, hab keine lust mehr...mir gehts jedenfalls scheiße...wie soll ich denn mit ihm zusammen sein, wenn er mich nicht liebt, er meinte er will sich ändern, aber wie bitteschön soll man das denn ändern???????????????????

eure denise

p.s sorry wegen dem scheiß den ich da oben geschrieben habe, hab sooooo schiss vor morgen!